Chapter 16

Standing there, opening my door is my arch enemy(at that time). A few weeks prior, Im on New st. with my dog,trappin and this dude walks up. At first he acts like everything is cool, then he sneaks me. I had been hit harder by my kids so i wasnt fazed. It just caught me by surprise. I had a hand full of rocks, so i told him to wait there. I run about 15 yards away, hide my stash, and run back. Him and his brother jump in the car and pull off. My boy and i laugh about it. Until now i hadnt seen him, but here he was anwsering my door. He looks kinda surprised. I dont know why, because there are about 10 pictures of me right there in the living room. Sitting in my living room are two of her female friends. And this dude and his two boys. I tell her,not ask her, to come with me. I walk down the hall to our bedroom. Once she comes in and closes the door i ask her whats up. She tells me it's not what it looks like. Im smart enough to know that when someone starts with "its not what it looks like" it usually is. So right then i stop her and tell her about me and dudes encounter. She wasnt aware of that but assured me that they were just friends from work. Now me being the man that i am, i know what dudes intentions were. I tell her they gotta go, and continue their party elsewhere. She didnt want to be rude, so i told her i would tell them. By the time i came out the girls were gone and this M$%^&*&**er is still sitting in my living room. I hear a horn blow, so i assumed it was his boys waiting for him. I tell him he gotta go, and she comes out behind me. He asks her "are you alright"? I say to him,"what you gonna do save her?" She says to him "just go,im fine". He walks toward the door,but i notice she looks at him in a certain way as he's leaving. The door closes, and i turn to her and ask her does she like this guy? She says its not like that. They just work together and there isnt been anything going on. She says that i should know her by now, and that she would never cheat on me. I had always been the cheater so being that i sensed something was going on i felt some kind of way. A way i had never felt before. I didnt like this feeling either. So i begin to interrogate her on how she met this dude, and how long she had been talking to him...etc. After a few short anwsers, she says she's tired if anwsering to me. That was only adding fuel to the fire that was alraedy burning inside me. I already wanted to kill him. I mean that literally. What started off as an interrogation, turned into WW3. .......TO B CONTINUED,,Until next time....Peace n Love...

Chapter 14

Trey was the coolest dog in the world. We had alot of fun with that dog. My girl (at the time) worked alot, and i worked so we would sleep and work. And every now and then we would go on trips ,or something. But things were cool. We had a couple of friends (male n female couple) that would come over and hang out. Or we would go on different trips with them. It was all good until one night at mingles the girl- friend wanted to slow dance with me. I mean i didnt turn her down. As a matter of fact i was grindin harder than her. She could feel me hard as chinese arithematic. We danced and i told her to meet me and she agreed. I got in the crack rental car i had, and i was out. I went to the spot but she was all nervous about her dude finding out that i didnt want to waste my time and run the risk of getting caught. So we went our seperate ways, and promised to keep our "almost" indiscresion a secret. One night we had got tickets to a Bad Boy concert in Philly. We got there but it was cancelled because of jodeci's grand-parents had passed. So we hung out in philly for a while and came back to our crib. We were sitting in the living room having some drinks and smoking some good. All of a sudden we hear a boom,boom,boom. I was oblivious to the the fact that i lived right next to a State cop. I opened the door and this dude was standing there in his boxers and a t-shirt. I said "what if my girl would have anwsered the door, and i slammed the door in his face. My girl said that was a bad idea. She said now you cant keep any trees in here. Period. I could no longer sit on my deck and smoke somethin. I felt some kinda way about that. But i followed the rules for my own safety. For a while. I got locked up again. This time im ridin dirty,but we toss the pack, and pull over. The cop took me down for a violation of probation. I was locked up for a couple of months, and i call my girl, she says " i dont know how to tell you this". I ask what she's talking about? She says " i sold trey".This woman had sold my dog. I was so upset. I just hung-up on her. I requested no visits from her for the rest of my time. After about 2 months, i get a 18 page letter from her. The letter begins with how she hopes im in good spirits,blah;blah..Then she proceeds to tell me she was behind on her bills ,by me not being there,so she had to get a roommate. He was some dude that responded to her ad. I wasnt really feeling that of course. Since i still had about 30 days left, i wrote her and told her to come visit me. She came up two weeks later. My main focus was the roommate. She kept trying to assure me that i had nothing to worry about. So i finish my time, and was free. I go out to whatcoat to see mom and the fam. Take a shower, and im out. I pull up to the crib, and there is her car, and three other cars. I walk up to the door and tried the door. It was locked so i knock ,and the door swings open........TO B CONTINUED...Until next time...Peace n Love..

Chapter 13

Of course i didnt wait to call her. I was on the phone as soon as i got home. We kicked it for a few and i went to see her the next day. She had a really nice place and i could tell immediately she was smart, funny and more important a GOD fearin woman. We had a nice dinner, talked and she walked me to the door. I called her later that night and asked if i could come back,but she said no. She had to work the next morning. I respected that, but i was disappointed nonetheless. I called her the next day and she agreed that we should see each other again, soon. So we made plans for the evening, and i was really anxious for some reason. I showed up at her house around 6pm. She was just getting dinner done. I got to meet her son, and he was a really cool kid. We hit it off from the gate. I think that kinda put her at ease as well. After we ate, we watched some t.v and she told her son it was bedtime. He said goodnight and went to bed. We went to her room and went to bed. The next morning she dropped me off out whatcoat on her way to work. She told me to call her later and of course i called. Our friendship began to grow from there. About a year prior to meeting my friend, i met a chic in the mall. We kicked it a few times but i hadnt seen her in about a year. I was walking out to Liberty court and she called me from a window. I was surprised to see her because i had tried to get in touch with her for a while, but to no avail. She said it was ok that i came up. We talked for a bit and i explained to her that i had been looking for her. She then told me she had had a baby by some guy, and she had been staying with him up north. I didnt ask to many questions and i didnt get to many anwsers. I ended up spending the night. That was kinda a come and go thing for a while. After a couple of days of my girl being gone to N.Y. for the weekend , i had to go home. I then got a job at a credit card company and there was this pet shop in the mall. I had two close friends at work. We would always take our breaks together so we could smoke some weed. One day we walked into the pet shop and there was the cutest puppy i had ever seen. He was a lhaso apso and he was 8 weeks old. When my girl came to pick me up from work i already had a plan. I figured there was no way she was gonna look at him and say no. Just like i planned, she couldnt resist. Until she looked at his price tag.!!! At first she said hell no. But right on cue he started whinning, and giving her the puppy dog eyes. She made me promise to give her half the money back on payday. I agreed, and we took him home. We dicided to name him Trey....TO B CONTINUED...Until next time peace and Love..